well built like you

The joy is the snow fall, a long conversation with an old friend and a feel good that lasts hours after it’s ended talk with a new friend. All these things I want to share with you. It’s in me to share that happiness, but today for maybe the first time, I held those things to myself. It will take some getting used to.

A life without illusion is a better tasting meal. I am already finding myself satisfied, although I’ll admit it ain’t easy to just stop thinking. It isn’t always easy to stay so very well grounded. Each day to experience is a miracle. And at the very same time I am glad that it is today and not all those other days. Neither can I hold in my hand. None more comfortable than the safety of my bed. I haven’t treated my self this kindly .. ever. I may not have known I could.

Each day is something new, and today I didn’t expect the air to change into what it did. Life is always coming at us and that’s a weird thing because sometimes that means that a life has left. Lives carry far more than names or memories and it’s hard to make another see a memory without a name.

I suspect there’s very little as bizarre as that time we went to pick apples. We made the decision to move to the south side and we were best friends with flame tight best friend girlfriends. Last time we talked about it, you proved that you remember every woman that got away. I never…