Unravel for life

photo by Jon https://www.outsidersproject-tattoo.com/post/a-passionate-life

To think all this life could have slipped through my fingers..

All this life in chains with my mind locked into a controlling nature, my actions and thoughts. I even seek to control the actions and thoughts of others, all under the guise of discipline. I have been disciplined but not happy, routined but still squirming. I have refused to settle while becoming more and more sedimentary.