The experience shifts when I love I. The way I want to be loved….whats even more amazing to me is how few times over actually done this

Not for lack of trying or self knowledge, but because I didn’t love that way..I didn’t know how

I guess I wanted to

I thought perhaps I did.

After all this time I believe a maturity has settled the heart. The muscle.meory of how to love has arrived and it’s real. It try starts with a self live that is uncompromising.. Well that’s my experience.. And it is fantastic.