I didn’t know but all those things I want, wanted, those seemingly valuable things like shoes in a basket by the front door, I only wanted those thing with her. And if I was afraid of something but found the strength and the courage to do it anyway, whatever it is, I want you to see it because I’m not so invincible anymore. Love and in love, consistent stable and safe… here I was just buying you shoes, bending your spine, rubbing you raw, and I missed out on having you for ten and twenty years.
The years are not as important as your hands pinned to my wrists…
The shoes don’t carry the weight of our chance to grow together
Can’t we still grow together.
Is there way to make love forever. Isn’t there a way to be here forever. The years are gone
Aging is this way
I am still looking at you, and there ain’t nothing else
