hairline

It is easy to tell you I wasn’t ready all those other times. And I wonder if I can still locate that warrior. We can’t just sit in silence. But we do. Against the waves.

What isn’t fair is the what seems to be. So the rethinking of fairness and the energy running away from me. Climbing out of my skin. Rethink, reevaluate. Climbing away from me.

I am

Sorry

I left you alone, by my standards. Truthfully, I’m not the gambler, you were counting on. If only I had learned to live with the counting, the adding and subtracting, as easily as I learned to live with the bonus inside our bed. Learning that now that the walls echo my breath. the boom boom terrorizes me.

the next 3 weeks will come with a witches hand. where is the map, showing me the steps that led me here? A second guessing and a second helping. All we can do is choose. The choice is primary. All my wishes inside your hand.

Do you love me now? Days are worth knowing. This is gonna last more than the weekend. Can you love me now?

We are not required to look back. Still when I do, it is as of everything has shifted. I don’t see myself there the way I was, not anymore. The meadows are overflowing with gold and I am standing out in them. I am not difficult to see.