Birthdays

I have given advice.. watched the transformations .. new life sliding .. they learned all those things not to do.. the things I did.. lonely on those rocks .. and now years after .. you’re in tune with it .. years after you’re a beauty

I could cry .. oh but if only I did cry. All those miles internalizing my shit. And they stood watching as my life dwindled into something far beyond the return. I want to cry about that… need to.. Wondering what…