2. the repeated door

mmm,

I could just call today mmmmmmmmm. I’ll say it ok, abundance isn’t just money or wealth, property or status. it may be those things but I’m seeing time, and notes, and I’m starting to see these doors opening over and over and over just as the oracle said it to me.

I started to read from the ancient books, and I noticed written there all I needed to know, and I still threatened to throw myself into the center of the city. I sat there panicked turning stones to bread, I may have even received the message too late if I hadn’t felt the richness of those grains, if I hadn't spent so much time pressed up against the glass. my feet are smooth now. there is not a moment that isn’t spinning the sand, and twisting the wild to greet us for our growth.

it is alot, but it is coming fast. they said it would and I ran away and sunk into the whale, but it was not because I had reason, running was default. it will be interesting to meditate and investigate the creation and mutation of default reactions. it will be nice to drink tea and paint our skin in iridescence speaking of the reset.

I am closing my eyes, and speaking the reset. I am closing my jaw and whispering the reset. I am deep within the hole of holes, creating the reset.